It’s the day after my first marathon and my first day at my new job. I’m sitting at a card table waiting on deliveries as today is the first official day of business. I’m without internet but other than that things are very similar to the past 10 months sitting at home typing on my computer. I am somewhat grateful for the similarities at the moment, as they provide me both an opportunity to rest and recover as well as a slow transition from the world of the unemployed to the world of the working. As exciting as my new job may be, I am sure that a recap of my marathon experience is more fitting for this particular blog entry.
I set three alarms in order to make sure that I would wake up by 4am yesterday because I was terrified of oversleeping and missing the race, turns out I didn’t need any of them. I woke up at 3:45 and was surprised to find myself alone in bed. My wife had trouble falling asleep and ended up passing out on the couch, after getting her into bed for an extra 45 minutes of sleep I started getting ready for the race. I ate a couple frozen waffles, a banana, and drank a big glass of water. I didn’t want a lack of carbs or dehydration to ruin my day, but I wanted to eat as early as possible so that I wouldn’t get sick. I woke Carolyn up at 4:30, got a shower and started to got myself dressed. I made sure to put on sunblock and body glide even though I was sure that the sun would not show up at all and I have not had much in the way of chaffing issues in the past, I was so nervous that I wanted to have all of my bases covered.
Before I knew it it was 5:30, Heather and Rye got to our house and it was time to get downtown so we could park before they closed all of the streets off. We found a space in the same parking lot that we used last year for the half-marathon and hung around to wait for our friends who were also running. I ran into my buddy Ned by chance as he parked about 20 feet from us, he was running his first half-marathon and was a bit nervous about how well he’d do. Time started to fly at that point, next thing I knew we met up with Jason, Steph, and Bethany and watched the walkers start at 6:30. After a bit of BSing I realized that it was after 7 and I had still not checked my gear bag. I said my goodbyes and goodlucks to my friends on the relay team and took off in search of the FedEx gear check station. It was literally at the complete other end of the starting chute and by the time I checked my bag it was 20 after 7. By this point there was a mass of humanity between me and the place I wanted to start from (I was hoping to run between 9:45 and 10min miles, so i was looking for the 4hr 20min pace group), I made it as far as the 4hr 45min group and was stopped cold by the crowds. Not much to be done about it so I stood and waited for the start.
The start of a race with 16,000 runners is an interesting thing. When the gun goes off the people at the front get to start running immediately, those of us further back have to stand there and wait for the crowd ahed to get moving. This leads to a series of false starts and stops, causing us to walk, jog, and stand still for what seems like forever after the gun goes off. It took me almost 8 minutes to reach the start line, and because I was stuck with a slower pace group I spent the first mile and a half weaving in between slower runners in order to reach those who ran a similar pace to me. Two miles in I was so excited to finally be in the midst of the marathon that I barely noticed the rain starting to fall. I saw a group of purple clad runners and one was wearing a green bandana that I recognized. It was my good friend Chrisie who was and continues to be one of my biggest inspirations when it comes to running. She is heavily involved in a few charities and the purple shirts are characteristic of Team in Training (they raise money for the Leukemia and Lymphoma Society through marathons, triathlons, and other various races around the country). It was good to see her as a phone call from her on Saturday really helped calm my nerves about the big race. I told her about the pace I was looking to run and she suggested that I stick with her and her teammates for a bit to make sure that I didn’t run the first half of the race too quickly. This was the first time I had the opportunity to see Chrisie in full “mentor” mode, it was really humbling to watch her spend the majority of her time and energy looking out for her teammates. She spent the next 8 miles drumming up conversations with me and others in what I know recognize was as much an attempt to keep our minds off of the difficulty ahead as it was a genuine desire to talk about this or that. After 8 miles with the TNT crew I figured that it was about time to pick up my pace, so at the 10th mile marker I said my goodbyes and goodlucks again and took off up ahead.
As nice as it was to have someone to talk to over the first hour and a half, I have spent the majority of my time as a runner on my own and a felt comfortable keeping to myself for the rest of the race. I figured that if I didn’t have anyone to complain to about aches and pains that I might be able to ignore them more easily. Once I was away from Chrisie and her group of TNT runners I realized that it had been raining the entire time and I was completely soaked. The biggest fear I had in regards to the rain was the health of my feet, stories of bloody shoes, oodles of blisters, and toenails falling off kept me up at night and as I passed mile 11 I was sure that I could feel a blister brewing on my left foot between my toes. Shortly after that realization I reached the only significant hill in the entire course. It started at the base of the Birmingham bridge and continued up into Oakland and the campus of The University of Pittsburgh. On Friday we took a drive up this hill in order to show Heather that it wasn’t too scary, turns out that we were wrong. The hill was infinitely steeper than it had seemed when we drove up it, but I pushed through and once I crested the top I was greeted by the 13.1 mile sign… halfway home.
My recollection of the second half of the race is much foggier than the first, it’s not that I forget any big periods of time I just only retained bits and pieces of the whole thing. After the halfway point I zoned out as I ran through Pitt’s campus and up onto Fifth Avenue, there were loads of people on the streets but i can;t remember a single thing about them. I clearly remember running down Walnut Street in Shadyside and seeing all of the employees of the Apple Store cheering us on. I also remember the sharp pain in my shin as I made a right turn onto S. Highland Street right before mile 16. I started to get excited at that point because I knew that my Mom, Dad, Cousin Bill, and his wife Tracy would be at mile 17 cheering me on. As I ran down Penn Avenue I couldn’t see them at first but then I picked my dad out because he was wearing a bright yellow rain poncho. I quickly moved to the side of the road and gave them all high fives, they were holding signs but for the life of me I cannot remember what they said (my dad informed me that at least one sign read “Mickey es en fuego!”). Seeing them gave me a nice burst of energy that took me for the next two miles, at mile 19 I had my first problem.
The blister I was talking about earlier had only grown over the past 9 miles, as I ran down Frankstown Avenue through Homewood I took a step and felt that badboy burst. At first it just felt a little weird but a second later pain shot through my foot, as I changed the way I was running to compensate for the pain everything else started to hurt all at once. My hips, knees, and ankles all screamed for me to go back to what I had been doing for 19 miles. I quickly decided that I would rather have to deal with just the pain in my foot than pain everywhere else. I sucked up the pain from the blister but everything else kept a dull ache for the remainder of the race. As I passed mile 20 I knew that I was only a 10K away from finishing and even though my feet were soaked, my legs were sore, and I wanted nothing more than to lay down and go to sleep I knew that i could run a 10K with my eyes closed. If 6.2 miles was all that was standing in the way of me and completing a marathon, there was no way I was going to stop. In between miles 21 and 22 I got a quick glimpse of my friend Halley standing on her porch and then saw Stephers getting a Banana at the final relay exchange. Seeing people I knew energized me once again as I turned onto Liberty Avenue for the home stretch.
Everyone tells me that I looked pretty good towards the end, considering how I felt I really wish that I could have seen the people who weren’t looking good. I was concerned about the last 3 miles because they were downhill, I was sure that each step would make my knees feel as if they were going to explode. Turns out that my knees felt like they were going to explode well before that final downhill portion so there was no discernible difference in the pain. I honestly do not remember a single thing between hearing people yelling about free beer at mile 24 and looking over to some random guy next to me at mile 25 and saying “How about we finish this thing”, but the last mile is as clear as day.
Everyone on the sidelines was yelling that we were almost done but it didn’t really sink in until I started to hear the finish line announcer, once I heard his voice I was sure that I was going to finish. I turned one of the last corners onto Smallman Street and heard my wife call my name, I gave her a quick wave and pushed on towards the end. I’m not going to lie, I started to tear up a little bit at that point but a quick burst of pain from my knee shocked me out of it. I wish that I had been able to see the finish line from a ways off but it was around a corner and it only popped up at the last second. As soon as I saw it I tried to straighten up and look good for my picture but I’m not quite sure if I did or if I ended up looking like some weirdo. As I crossed the line I found the strength to throw my arms up in the air. I had finished a marathon, holy shit, someone tell fat Mickey that he will never be welcome here again.
The guy I talked to at mile 25 tapped me on the shoulder and congratulated me and I returned the favor. I collected my medal, posed for a picture, and stuffed my face with a bagel and a smiley cookie (I HATE SMILEY COOKIES). After collecting my gear bag I sat down inside of the convention center and peeled off my shoes and socks, my feet were stark white and wrinkled… so gross. I changed socks and shoes and made my way back to the car where Carolyn, Heather, and Rye were waiting for me. Once I got home I spent the rest of the day laying around, soaking in a cold bath, and eating pizza just waiting till it was late enough to go to bed.
Congrats to all of my friends who ran and to everyone else who participated today.
So here I am, still sore, still tired sitting at my new job a newly minted marathoner. I still find it hard to believe that less than 2 years ago I was over 100 pounds heavier and walking up the two flights of stairs to my apartment was the most exercise I got in a day.
Now if I could just learn to swim well in the next 3 months I can add a Triathlon to the list of things I’ve done before 30, but for right now I’m gonna rest I think I earned it.